this was last sunday, at the busstation

my boyfriend and i have got to travel 2 and an half hour

to see eachother

so i only see him in the weekends

while we were waiting for the bus, we made some silly pictures

with my mobile phone.

oh, and i dyed my hair again, so for those who wanted to know

how my hair looks when i just dyed it, tadaaah!

my sister and i had a beauty night hahah xd

it was fun (:

i love my 'little' sis

(who is a lot longer than i am!)

i think i look like a spooky freak, and my sis like a cumcumber-pirate

or something. xd

i was looking trough all my pictures, as always when i cant sleep

my dog hahaha xd

last year while i was in recovery

hannelotte and me, quite some time ago,

my hair was even my natural haircolour haha

i looove this picture of my boyfriend hahaha
he wasn't really prepared for the picture,
but that makes it even more loveable
last year, my boyfriend and i in portugal. it was amazing xd

another picture from the first time we met!

i feel happy when i look at those pictures.

i dont know why i take so many pictures,

i guess to make sure i will never forget anything of those things,

good, or bad.

ive just been to the hairdresser

and i am saaad cause i think they screwed it up

it's too short

it's not horrible, but i just didnt wanted it to be this short

glad my hair grows fast.

Freshcotton

on http://www.freshcotton.com/ they have now a styling contest

a guy from freshcotton asked me to upload 3 pictures as example for the contest

and if i would, i would get a 50 euro giftcard, to spend on freshcotton.com!

so now im sort of on freshcotton.com hahah :p

http://www.freshcotton.com/contest/17212.aspx

Lay your head upon my pillow.
Hold your warm and tender body close to mine.
Hear the whisper of the raindrops, Blowin' soft against the window,
And make believe you love me one more time,
For the good times.
johnny cash - for the good times.

second of august 2009

this is the first picture of me and my boyfriend

also the first time i ever saw him.

we met eachother on the internet, on habbo.nl hahaha xd

that was almost 2/3 years ago

and now, we're together for more than 7 months

when we didnt knew eachother in the reallife yet, he used to send me letters

with pokemon cards.

when we first met, he gave me a pokemon card, and asked me to be his girlfriend

and since that day we're together

and i think we might stay together for a long time

i cant sleep

last week, it was my grandma's 75th birthday!

so we went bowling hahah xd

i can't bowl at all, but it was fun.

i always love the silly shoes you have to wear in a bowling centrum

so i went to the manager (well.. manager.. i think it might just have been some guy who worked there.

but manager sounds cooler) and asked if i could buy them

but they didnt wanted to sell them, so ill have to try it somewhere else :p

someday, ill get silly bowling shoes!

options.

dear people who read my blog.

a little time ago i found out my pictures has been used as thinspiration pictures

wich made me sad, and made me write this.

for a long time i have not dare to response on your comments about my weight,

but now i will. cause i dont want people to think my body is healthy,

or normal and average for a girl of my age and lenght.

i find it hard to admit, and this is sort off my 'come out' for the outside world

but i do have an eating disorder.

and in early april i will go to a clinic again to recover.

~

i actually have two options.

one is, stay this way, never be able to work

to have fun, to live my actual life, always make my parents and boyfriend unhappy

and be nothing more than a girl in a picture.

the second one is, gain weight, and be able to live a real life.

i could do so much more if i were healthy,

i could go everywhere i wanted with my boyfriend

it's not the easiest, but i chose the second option.

ive chosen long enough for the first one.

~

for those who looked on my blog for thinspiration pictures;

you can stop following, cause soon i will look healthy.

i hope you will choose the second opinion too some day.

<3

nadia

i wanna kiss him like this right noww
i want him to hug me like this nowww

i wanna be on his back like this right noww..

and i wanna see his face lik this right now

but he's not here bluhh

QUESTION ABOUT MY HAIR? HERE.

any questions about my hair?

i will reply (only) here!

really like my zara skirt.

found out how to make pictures from above on my bed

cant stop taking them, light is always great?

my room is on the second floor

and the sun shines almost all day long right into my room

(wich means my room is almost always warmmmmm<3>

this is us

us today

us tomorrow

us yesterday

us forever, i hope

us

were so gangstah =p

i miiiiiiiiiiis my boyfriend allreadyyyy

its sunday, and my boyfriend is still in my bed, sleeping.

its finally less winter-weather

finally sunlight xd

yesterday my boyfriend and i went to the city to go shopping

cause tomorrow, were going to a prom

(is that the right word?)

but im really not into black dresses, so i bought a black skirt

ill make pictures of it someday

im soo in love with my Zara top!

Zara is great anyway, i love their spring collection

i wish i could spend so much more money hahah xd

two years ago, in france

was amazing, wish i could go back

oh and this is my real haircolour =p

<3

september 09

last summer

oktober 09

no photoshop, im really happy with the colours.

oktober 09

i think, most of the time, holding hands is enough.

oktober 09