jeepers creepers!

it's for the first time in about 4 years that i am wearing pants!

makes me look quite a little different huh?

the rusty colour, the corduroy and the comfyness just made me buy it

it's from h&m.

the jacket is from Choies, as are the creepers

now i'm going to watch some more breaking bad with my love

have a lovely evening!

i like the dutch poetic language and the french, i like my bare feet in warm sand

i like music under water, children who don't bother, honesty and honey,

i like full body hugs, dried flowers, old photographs and a spring rain

i even like watching wiggly butts on tour de france, as long as you're next to me

truth

 

 truth

the truth is that I never shook my shadow

every day it's trying to trick me into doing battle

tilt my chin back slit my throat take a bath in my blood get to know me

all out of my secrets

all my enemies are turning into my teachers.

since this i've grown up some different kind of fighter

and when the darkness come, let it inside you

your darkness is shining

my darkness is shining

have faith in myself

truth

alexander - truth

 

mama en papa

while taking a walk with my parents, about a week ago,

i took these pictures of them.

it really shows how much they still love eachother.

i think that's something incredible rare these days,
 and i am thankfull and proud because of that.

 some time ago, my dad told me about an interview with a very old couple

 they asked them 'how do you manage to still be together after all this time'

and they answered that they came from a different generation.

these days when we break something, we throw it away.

they grew up in a time where when you break something, you try to make it.

so when you break something, don't throw it away. make it.

how to brush your teddy and pluk!

i would love to share these two things with you!

first i have this girl on facebook who has an incredible cute cat

his name's pluk, he's a bit chubby and she takes just lovely pictures of him

really worth taking a look at her blog about him (:

www.afluffymonster.blogspot.com 

everyone who has a teddy widder, angora or any long haired breed of rabbit

knows the troubles with brushing the hair.

it's something you have to do in quite a particular order and you have to be really patient

and not all bunnies like it!

but in this little youtube clip you find a very much loving owner of a teddy xd

and he shows you very sweet and gently how to brush your teddy widder
(hahah sorry for all people who don't need to read about bunnies)

choies!

i am really loving these creepers and dress from Choies!

as i told you before already, i'm going for army green this autumn.

i had a bit of a rubbish day

so i'm going to bed and start all over again tomorrow.

sweet dreams dear

You are my sunshine cover

                                                      my cover of johnny cash' - you are my sunshine.

it's something i could never even get close to 

but the lyrics are very touching and moving to me.

i'll get back to you later and post my new look (:

facebook page

there seems to be quite some misunderstanding about my facebook.

so i thought i'd clear that up a little!

i do have a personal facebook, where i won't accept any friends invites

from people i do not know.

there are a lot of people who pretend to be me, 

and then there's THIS facebook page (picture 1) that someone (i do not know who) made.

but he/she (it must be a she right:p) posts my lookbook outfits there.

but now i thought i'd make my own facebook page

where i will update you about new looks and post pictures i don't post on my blog

 and whatever it is more that you post on a facebook page

wanna see it?

pam pam pam pammmmm......

http://www.facebook.com/nadiaesramelle

big cages for big bunnies

cees catching bubbles in amsterdam

 

i can not pretend that you are not my favourite thing in the world

i completely forgot to tell you something i am réally excited about!

do you remember me talking about buying a huge cage for melle?

cause she obviously outgrown her last one, i found it very important to 

give her some more space. 

so, i took the money i got on my last birthday, and bought a huuuge cage 

(her last cage was quite average about 90 cm. this one's 140!) for melle!

it arrived yesterday, and melle got all curious and jumpy

when i build it up in my room.

i'll show you some pictures soon!

portugal in analogue

oh i love these analogue pictures hahah

i bought a new disposable camera, too!

today we had a 30 degrees, i swam in a lake with cees

and i am feeling sunnnnyyyyy!

you're good and i'll be okay

i got my dads camera back; new look!

hype it here

the blouse is second hand

and these lovely leggings are from romwe

at first i didn't know how to wear them, because of the colour

but with this old pink colour it goes perfectly!

oh and on the last picture i had my hair straightened

i got a lot of requests on doing that, so tadaa

scan me

 

the reasons all have ran away, but the feeling never did

big dick rabbit

as i developed my pictures (finally! even a few from my holidays!)

 i found this one between the others hahah

'big dick rabbit'
click for bigger picture, really it's worth it
or at least, if you have my sense of humor haha

i'll show you much more pictures later

now i am off to bed and try to make cees watch titanic with me

as you may understand, last night i failed my mission.

this night, i will succeeddddd

don't panic, it's just titanic

a picture i took a few days ago while having a picknick with cees.

i know i recently haven't done a lot of outfit posts, 

but i just couldn't get my hands on the camera hahah

my dad needed it for his work.

but i have a lot of lovely looks i want to show you!

i am collecting a lot of army-green items, and boyish clothes

wearing that with a cute floral dress just makes my dayyyy

now im off trying to make cees watch titanic with me

he hasn't seen titanic yet?! how..?

" i saw god, she was black"

i am often asked if i believe in god. 

what do i believe in?

i thought about that.

when i was younger i went to a catholic school.

i read the bible, sang the psalms and prayed, like we were supposed to

but on school, and in the bible, they talked about god as a person.

I don't believe in god as a person, that's one thing i am sure about.

my mom told me god is like love. and love is inside everybody.

that's something i would like to believe in.

thunder

it was about a week ago

everyone had went to bed already

and i was looking out of my window

as lucky as i am, sleeping on the second floor, i have a lovely view

over the whole street.

do you know that strange feeling, right before the thunder

the ' silence before storm'?

as i was looking out of my window, i watched the silence.

the wind rose, an old man with a flashlight walked outside,

 checking something i couldn't see.

as the first rumble of the thunder came, i heard the first dogs, scared of thunder, barking.

in the distance i saw the first lightning.

it always gives me a butterfly belly.

the beauty of something created by nature is, you can't be emotionless about it.

everybody has some kind of feeling watching thunder.

i got excited first, then impressed by the violence in the air, and then scared.

when the rain started falling on the roof

i crawled into bed with a big smile

and listened to the thunder for hours.

headband and Romwe give away!

how do you like my new look?

the headband is from Sacha, the top from MissPatina

and the shorts from Romwe

the rest in secondhand

oh i am so tired from my amsterdam days

i am going to read the last millennium book!

oh and romwe is giving away 20 leggings every day

at their facebook page!

all you need to do to participate is like their facebook page

and leave the emailadress you signed up with at romwe on their page here

thought that might be something you'd like to know (:

this is amsterdam baby, what you gonna do

i just got back from my three days on a cloud.

a cloud filled with love, hugs, amsterdam and, mostly, cees!

i am so glad to have him and back here closeby 

(yes, suddenly the three hour train traveling doesn't seem so long)

we stayed at a hotel on the 9th floor

having a view over Amsterdam. 

now i am exhausted and crawling into my bed

sweet dreams dear readers

who loves you? i do, i do!

oee! only one night left untill i see my baby!

it's strange how time works, because the last days seem to take much longer.

anyhow, i had these pictures left from my last developed pictures

i am wearing a gorgeous soft and cuddly sweater 

with two different coloured sleeves from sheinside

and my favourite crochet shorts from ianywear

you can find my look here on lookbook

wake up love, the sun came to see you

as promised, a few pictures from my new look!

i bought the jumpsuit a few weeks ago at a second hand store in amsterdam

it's called Zipper and has quite some amazing items.

i totally forgot to post that yesterday, cees and i had our 3 year anniversary!

well, he wasn't here ofcourse, but we'll celebrate it sunday, when he comes home

and we'll leave for three days in lovely amsterdam

i haven't seen him in a month, and allthough it's been less hard than i thought

i just miss him so much!

so i can't wait untill sunday hahah

now i am going to read the last Millenium book

i've started reading the millenium trilogy while i was on holidays

and i got absolutely sucked into the books hahah

but i won't let myself watch Breaking bad, untill i read the Millenium books.

you know, two different stories at the same time.. just doesn't work for me.