donderdag 30 augustus 2012

jeepers creepers!

it's for the first time in about 4 years that i am wearing pants!
makes me look quite a little different huh?
the rusty colour, the corduroy and the comfyness just made me buy it
it's from h&m.
the jacket is from Choies, as are the creepers

now i'm going to watch some more breaking bad with my love
have a lovely evening!

dinsdag 28 augustus 2012

i like the dutch poetic language and the french, i like my bare feet in warm sand
i like music under water, children who don't bother, honesty and honey,
i like full body hugs, dried flowers, old photographs and a spring rain
i even like watching wiggly butts on tour de france, as long as you're next to me

maandag 27 augustus 2012


the truth is that I never shook my shadow
every day it's trying to trick me into doing battle

tilt my chin back slit my throat take a bath in my blood get to know me
all out of my secrets
all my enemies are turning into my teachers.

since this i've grown up some different kind of fighter
and when the darkness come, let it inside you
your darkness is shining
my darkness is shining
have faith in myself


zondag 26 augustus 2012

mama en papa

while taking a walk with my parents, about a week ago,
i took these pictures of them.
it really shows how much they still love eachother.
i think that's something incredible rare these days,
 and i am thankfull and proud because of that.
 some time ago, my dad told me about an interview with a very old couple
 they asked them 'how do you manage to still be together after all this time'
and they answered that they came from a different generation.
these days when we break something, we throw it away.
they grew up in a time where when you break something, you try to make it.

so when you break something, don't throw it away. make it.

vrijdag 24 augustus 2012

how to brush your teddy and pluk!

i would love to share these two things with you!
first i have this girl on facebook who has an incredible cute cat
his name's pluk, he's a bit chubby and she takes just lovely pictures of him
really worth taking a look at her blog about him (:

everyone who has a teddy widder, angora or any long haired breed of rabbit
knows the troubles with brushing the hair.
it's something you have to do in quite a particular order and you have to be really patient
and not all bunnies like it!
but in this little youtube clip you find a very much loving owner of a teddy xd
and he shows you very sweet and gently how to brush your teddy widder
(hahah sorry for all people who don't need to read about bunnies)

woensdag 22 augustus 2012


i am really loving these creepers and dress from Choies!
as i told you before already, i'm going for army green this autumn.

i had a bit of a rubbish day
so i'm going to bed and start all over again tomorrow.
sweet dreams dear

You are my sunshine cover

                                                      my cover of johnny cash' - you are my sunshine.
it's something i could never even get close to 
but the lyrics are very touching and moving to me.
i'll get back to you later and post my new look (:

facebook page

there seems to be quite some misunderstanding about my facebook.
so i thought i'd clear that up a little!
i do have a personal facebook, where i won't accept any friends invites
from people i do not know.
there are a lot of people who pretend to be me, 
and then there's THIS facebook page (picture 1) that someone (i do not know who) made.
but he/she (it must be a she right:p) posts my lookbook outfits there.
but now i thought i'd make my own facebook page
where i will update you about new looks and post pictures i don't post on my blog
 and whatever it is more that you post on a facebook page
wanna see it?
pam pam pam pammmmm......

zondag 19 augustus 2012

big cages for big bunnies

cees catching bubbles in amsterdam
i can not pretend that you are not my favourite thing in the world

i completely forgot to tell you something i am réally excited about!
do you remember me talking about buying a huge cage for melle?
cause she obviously outgrown her last one, i found it very important to 
give her some more space. 
so, i took the money i got on my last birthday, and bought a huuuge cage 
(her last cage was quite average about 90 cm. this one's 140!) for melle!
it arrived yesterday, and melle got all curious and jumpy
when i build it up in my room.
i'll show you some pictures soon!

zaterdag 18 augustus 2012

portugal in analogue

oh i love these analogue pictures hahah
i bought a new disposable camera, too!
today we had a 30 degrees, i swam in a lake with cees
and i am feeling sunnnnyyyyy!

vrijdag 17 augustus 2012

you're good and i'll be okay

i got my dads camera back; new look!
hype it here
the blouse is second hand
and these lovely leggings are from romwe
at first i didn't know how to wear them, because of the colour
but with this old pink colour it goes perfectly!
oh and on the last picture i had my hair straightened
i got a lot of requests on doing that, so tadaa

donderdag 16 augustus 2012

scan me

the reasons all have ran away, but the feeling never did

woensdag 15 augustus 2012

big dick rabbit

as i developed my pictures (finally! even a few from my holidays!)
 i found this one between the others hahah
'big dick rabbit'
click for bigger picture, really it's worth it
or at least, if you have my sense of humor haha
i'll show you much more pictures later
now i am off to bed and try to make cees watch titanic with me
as you may understand, last night i failed my mission.
this night, i will succeeddddd

dinsdag 14 augustus 2012

don't panic, it's just titanic

a picture i took a few days ago while having a picknick with cees.

i know i recently haven't done a lot of outfit posts, 
but i just couldn't get my hands on the camera hahah
my dad needed it for his work.
but i have a lot of lovely looks i want to show you!
i am collecting a lot of army-green items, and boyish clothes
wearing that with a cute floral dress just makes my dayyyy

now im off trying to make cees watch titanic with me
he hasn't seen titanic yet?! how..?

maandag 13 augustus 2012

" i saw god, she was black"

i am often asked if i believe in god. 
what do i believe in?
i thought about that.
when i was younger i went to a catholic school.
i read the bible, sang the psalms and prayed, like we were supposed to
but on school, and in the bible, they talked about god as a person.
I don't believe in god as a person, that's one thing i am sure about.
my mom told me god is like love. and love is inside everybody.
that's something i would like to believe in.

zaterdag 11 augustus 2012


it was about a week ago
everyone had went to bed already
and i was looking out of my window
as lucky as i am, sleeping on the second floor, i have a lovely view
over the whole street.
do you know that strange feeling, right before the thunder
the ' silence before storm'?
as i was looking out of my window, i watched the silence.
the wind rose, an old man with a flashlight walked outside,
 checking something i couldn't see.
as the first rumble of the thunder came, i heard the first dogs, scared of thunder, barking.
in the distance i saw the first lightning.
it always gives me a butterfly belly.
the beauty of something created by nature is, you can't be emotionless about it.
everybody has some kind of feeling watching thunder.
i got excited first, then impressed by the violence in the air, and then scared.
when the rain started falling on the roof
i crawled into bed with a big smile
and listened to the thunder for hours.

woensdag 8 augustus 2012

headband and Romwe give away!

how do you like my new look?
the headband is from Sacha, the top from MissPatina
and the shorts from Romwe
the rest in secondhand

oh i am so tired from my amsterdam days
i am going to read the last millennium book!

oh and romwe is giving away 20 leggings every day
all you need to do to participate is like their facebook page
and leave the emailadress you signed up with at romwe on their page here
thought that might be something you'd like to know (:

dinsdag 7 augustus 2012

this is amsterdam baby, what you gonna do

i just got back from my three days on a cloud.
a cloud filled with love, hugs, amsterdam and, mostly, cees!
i am so glad to have him and back here closeby 
(yes, suddenly the three hour train traveling doesn't seem so long)
we stayed at a hotel on the 9th floor
having a view over Amsterdam. 
now i am exhausted and crawling into my bed
sweet dreams dear readers

zaterdag 4 augustus 2012

who loves you? i do, i do!

oee! only one night left untill i see my baby!
it's strange how time works, because the last days seem to take much longer.
anyhow, i had these pictures left from my last developed pictures
i am wearing a gorgeous soft and cuddly sweater 
with two different coloured sleeves from sheinside
and my favourite crochet shorts from ianywear
you can find my look here on lookbook

vrijdag 3 augustus 2012

wake up love, the sun came to see you

as promised, a few pictures from my new look!
i bought the jumpsuit a few weeks ago at a second hand store in amsterdam
it's called Zipper and has quite some amazing items.

i totally forgot to post that yesterday, cees and i had our 3 year anniversary!
well, he wasn't here ofcourse, but we'll celebrate it sunday, when he comes home
and we'll leave for three days in lovely amsterdam
i haven't seen him in a month, and allthough it's been less hard than i thought
i just miss him so much!
so i can't wait untill sunday hahah

now i am going to read the last Millenium book
i've started reading the millenium trilogy while i was on holidays
and i got absolutely sucked into the books hahah
but i won't let myself watch Breaking bad, untill i read the Millenium books.
you know, two different stories at the same time.. just doesn't work for me.